10月
我生於秋天,農曆中秋的4天前。
夏天過去了。
我本來就不喜歡夏天,可能不喜歡,所以很在意。
可今年的夏天,過得沒甚質感。
是啊,今年很熱。雨水很多。往年不甚穿背心短褲拖鞋的我,今年也穿了好幾次。卻就是沒有經過夏天的感覺。
是的,沒有實在感。是自己這段時間沒有存在的實感。
很長的一段空白期。
甭擔心,我沒有難過或是甚麼。
傷口真的好了,只是有點空洞洞的。
空洞的時候,聽王菲最好。
“Cinema is blood, tears, violence, hate, death, and love. And Sirk has made films with blood, with tears, with violence, hate... Sirk has said: you can't make films about things, you can only make films with things, with people, with light, with flowers, with mirrors, with blood, in fact with all the fantastic things which make life worth living.” (Fassbinder)
沒有留言:
發佈留言