You are who you are for a reason.
我承認我是在比較。
因為我不夠楚楚可憐,就得不到別人的憐愛。縱使我的犧牲不比人少,可能更多。
有點不甘心,也有點委屈。
我沒說出口,不代表我不辛苦。只是,能忍的,便忍;做得來的,便做。
不想成為別人的負擔。
是的,在某些人心中,這樣子大概很不可愛。
不過,我仍相信,有人會喜愛這樣子的我,至少上帝一定愛我。
而且,我深信這種態度,沒有錯。
上帝要我生來這個模樣,這種個性,總有個原因。
還未學懂好好愛自己,這是必須要學的功課。
“Cinema is blood, tears, violence, hate, death, and love. And Sirk has made films with blood, with tears, with violence, hate... Sirk has said: you can't make films about things, you can only make films with things, with people, with light, with flowers, with mirrors, with blood, in fact with all the fantastic things which make life worth living.” (Fassbinder)
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