心口痛,雖然不是極辛苦,但曾有一剎那以為自己有甚麼重病。
照過X光,做過心電圖。沒有異常。
因為早兩星期一次仆街仆得勁,醫生說從病徵看似乎是肋骨碰撞引起骨膜炎。只能休息才會好轉,又因為一定要呼吸,所以這地方一患上骨膜炎要一段日子才好。只開了點消炎藥、著我少點大動作,慢慢待它好起來。
吃了兩天藥,似乎沒有好轉,更是愈來愈痛。大概是工作動氣多了。似乎下星期前好不起來。
第一次真的覺得心痛。痛的一剎,其實還真難過。
還是有甚麼地方在痛?
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